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There are some afternoons that do
not move.
The road keeps stretching, vehicles
keep passing, people keep speaking into phones, shops remain open, dust
continues flying in the hot wind - yet time itself seems to sit down somewhere
and refuse to walk further.
That afternoon was one of them.
The bus had left the town behind and
entered a long half-constructed highway where civilization looked unfinished,
as if the earth itself was still under repair. Broken milestones leaned
sideways. Iron rods rose from incomplete buildings like exposed bones. Piles of
sand slept beside the road. Cement dust floated in the air like tired fog.
Inside the bus, people were drowning
in their own small worlds.
A young man near the front seat was
watching short videos and laughing loudly without expression. Two women were
discussing the rising prices of cooking oil. Someone behind me snored with
complete honesty. The conductor sat silently near the door, counting folded
notes again and again as if numbers gave stability to life.
And outside the window, the Sun
burned without mercy.
The fields looked thirsty. The road
shimmered in heat. Even the trees appeared exhausted.
Then I saw him.
Under a lonely neem tree beside a
construction site, a labourer was sleeping on the bare ground.
Around
him were stacks of red bricks, grey cement sacks, rusted pans used for carrying
concrete, and a half-built wall that would one day become part of somebody’s
dream home.
But the man building that dream was
sleeping without even a proper bed. One
arm rested over his eyes to block the sunlight filtering through the leaves.
His shirt was stained with cement powder. His slippers lay a little distance
away. His feet were cracked like dry land waiting for rain.
He had folded his body inward, as if
trying to occupy less space in the world.
The bus moved slowly because of road
repairs, and for a few moments that sleeping labourer remained beside my window
like a still photograph. I kept looking
at him. There was something painfully
pure about the scene. No complaint. No audience.
No speech about struggle. Just a
tired man borrowing shade from a tree before returning to lift the weight of
other people’s futures.
The strange thing about cities is
this: The tallest buildings often stand upon invisible backs. We praise architects. We celebrate owners. We
admire design, paint, lighting, marble flooring, imported furniture. But nobody asks who carried the cement bags
in June heat. Nobody remembers the hands
that mixed concrete while coughing dust into their lungs. Nobody frames the photograph of the man who
slept hungry beside the same wall he built.
Perhaps modern civilization is built upon selective blindness.
We see comfort. We ignore the cost.
The bus crossed the construction
site slowly, but my thoughts remained behind beneath that neem tree.
I began wondering where he came
from. Maybe from a small village where
farming no longer fed families. Maybe
from a flood-damaged town. Maybe from a
house where old parents waited every month for money that always arrived late
and incomplete. Maybe he had children
who believed their father worked in a “big city,” not knowing he slept beside
bricks under open skies.
Cities are strange creatures. They attract the poor with promises and then
slowly consume their names. A migrant
worker arrives carrying identity, language, memories, songs, relationships. Years later he becomes only “labour.” No surname.
No history. No place in memory. Only labour.
And yet entire cities stand because
of him.
A fly buzzed near the bus window and
suddenly I remembered another afternoon many years ago - from my days in the
Army.
Some memories do not arrive loudly. They walk softly into your mind and sit down
beside you. That memory came like that.
It was during the rainy season.
I was posted far from home then. The
barracks were under expansion, and construction work continued day and night.
Labourers from distant villages had been hired for the work. They lived
temporarily near the site in makeshift shelters made of plastic sheets and torn
cloth.
That evening rain had fallen
heavily.
Cold wind swept through the camp
long after midnight. The rainwater had left the earth damp and icy. I had
returned late from office duty, exhausted and sleepy, carrying files under my
arm.
Most of the camp was silent.
Only the distant sound of dripping
water remained awake.
As I walked past the construction
area, I noticed two labourers sleeping in the open. Not even properly sleeping. Enduring the night. They had curled themselves tightly, knees
pressed against their chests, trying to preserve warmth inside their own bodies.
Their thin clothes were damp. One of them shivered in sleep.
For a moment I simply stood there. Even today I do not know why that moment
pierced me so deeply. Perhaps because
suffering looks different when nobody is watching it.
Daytime poverty still carries some
movement, some dignity, some distraction.
But night-time poverty is naked. It
has no defence. Cold exposes truth very
honestly.
I returned quietly to my room,
picked up my two blankets, and walked back.
The rainwater still dripped from nearby tin sheets. The wind felt
sharper now. I gently covered both men
with the blankets.
One of them woke up suddenly in
confusion. The other sat up halfway, startled.
For a few seconds they could not understand what was happening. Then they realized. Both folded their hands immediately. No words.
Just folded hands.
Their eyes carried that awkward
gratitude poor people often carry - gratitude mixed with hesitation, as if
kindness itself feels expensive to receive.
I remember feeling uncomfortable at
their thankfulness. Because the blankets
were ordinary. But their suffering was
not.
That night I returned to my room,
yet sleep came late. Somewhere inside
me, a question kept moving: Why does survival itself become such hard labour
for some people?
A rich man loses comfort. A poor man loses sleep. And perhaps there is a difference between the
two that society never discusses honestly.
The bus suddenly hit a pothole and
my thoughts returned to the present.
Outside, the labourer beneath the
tree had disappeared behind the dust. But
his image remained inside me.
I looked around the bus again. Air-conditioned offices. Online debates. Political arguments.
Religious
slogans. Luxury apartments. Investment plans. People discussing success as if it were
entirely self-created. Yet somewhere in
every success story exists an unnamed worker who carried invisible weight. Human civilization often behaves like a king
who forgets the soldiers that protected the kingdom. We admire polished floors but never the knees
that bent to install them.
Maybe this is why labourers sleep so
deeply whenever they find shade. Physical
exhaustion has an honesty that mental exhaustion lacks. A rich man lies on a soft mattress yet keeps
changing sides all night. A labourer
sleeps beneath a tree and enters unconsciousness within minutes. One carries burden in the body. The other carries burden in the mind. And strangely, the second burden often
becomes heavier.
The bus stopped near a roadside tea
stall.
A few passengers stepped down
lazily. Hot wind entered through the open door. Somewhere nearby, a radio
played an old song about journeys and separation.
I remained seated.
Near the stall, another construction
worker washed his face using water from a plastic drum. The water turned muddy
as it fell onto the ground. He wiped his face with a faded cloth and
immediately began lifting bricks again. No
pause. No drama.
Life, for many people, is simply
continuous carrying. Perhaps that is why
poor people understand silence better. When
life becomes too difficult, words slowly lose importance.
I
have noticed something during my travels: The people closest to the earth often
speak the least. Farmers, Labourers,
Drivers, Old villagers, Widows, etc. They do not explain life philosophically. They survive it practically. Maybe wisdom does not always arrive through
education. Sometimes it arrives through
endurance.
The bus started moving again.
Clouds had begun gathering slowly in
the distance. Their shadows moved over fields like tired thoughts.
I rested my head against the window.
And suddenly another realization
came quietly: A migrant worker may spend
his entire life constructing permanent homes for others while never owning
permanence himself. He builds schools
his children may never enter. Hospitals
he cannot afford. Apartments where
security guards stop him at the gate. Roads
on which expensive cars later insult poverty through tinted windows.
Still he works. Not because hope is strong. But because hunger is stronger. There is a tragic dignity in that. Society often celebrates ambition, but
survival deserves equal respect. Not
everybody dreams of greatness. Some
people merely dream of uninterrupted meals.
Some dream of medicine for parents.
Some dream of school uniforms. Some
dream of one room without leaking rainwater.
And some simply dream of sleeping one full night without fear.
The world measures achievement
unfairly. A businessman earns applause
for building towers. A labourer receives
daily wages for lifting the tower upon his spine. Yet if one disappears, the city notices. If the other disappears, construction stops.
The bus entered another town.
Shops returned. Noise returned.
Human urgency returned.
But inside me that silent labourer
still slept beneath the tree.
Perhaps he would wake after twenty
minutes, wash his face, lift another cement sack, and continue building walls
for strangers. Perhaps years later the
same building would be painted beautifully and advertised as “luxury living.”
Nobody would know that one summer
afternoon, before the roof existed, a tired man had slept there beside bricks
under a neem tree. Nobody would
remember. But maybe life remembers what
society forgets. Maybe the earth keeps
account differently. Maybe every bead of
sweat fallen honestly onto soil becomes part of some invisible scripture.
As the bus moved ahead, I looked
once more through the dusty glass at the fading road behind us.
And somewhere deep inside me, a
quiet sentence formed without asking permission: Some people spend their entire
lives carrying cities on their shoulders…yet leave this world without even
leaving footprints inside those same cities.
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