Chapter 4 - Children in Mud

 

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            The rain had arrived without permission that afternoon. Dark clouds hung low over the Punjab roads like tired travellers searching for rest, and every passing vehicle carried the smell of wet mud upon its tyres. I sat beside the fogged-up window of an ageing bus, watching raindrops race each other down the glass while the world outside looked freshly washed and strangely honest. Somewhere between two unknown villages, children were dancing barefoot in muddy water, farmers were pulling their shawls tighter against the wind, and the earth itself seemed happier than the people travelling across it. Inside the bus, however, faces remained trapped in worries, schedules, and glowing mobile screens. It was then I realised something unsettling - perhaps modern life has taught human beings how to stay comfortable, but forgotten how to let them feel alive.

 

            By then, I had started understanding something strange about journeys. The destination was always smaller than the road leading to it. Human beings spent their entire lives planning arrivals, but wisdom quietly waited somewhere between two bus stops.

 

            The afternoon sky was heavy with rainclouds. Not the violent kind of clouds that threaten storms, but the tired grey clouds that seem to carry old memories inside them. The roads were still wet from a recent shower. Water had collected in broken patches beside the highway, forming muddy ponds that reflected pieces of the sky like cracked mirrors.

 

            Inside the bus, people looked exhausted.

 

            A man in formal clothes was continuously checking his smartwatch as if time were leaking out of his veins. Two college boys argued loudly over which mobile phone had the better camera. An elderly woman counted prayer beads slowly while occasionally looking outside with eyes that seemed older than the road itself.

 

            Near me sat a child with expensive shoes and a costly tablet in his hands. His mother kept wiping his fingers with sanitiser after he touched the window bars.

 

“Don’t lean outside,” she warned every few minutes. “There’s dirt everywhere.”

 

            The boy nodded obediently, though his eyes carried the sadness of someone imprisoned in comfort.

 

            The bus moved past fields soaked in rainwater. Farmers walked through mud without irritation. Buffaloes stood silently under trees. Children in villages ran barefoot on wet roads as though the rain belonged personally to them.

 

            Then suddenly the bus slowed near a small settlement.

 

            I looked outside casually at first.  And then my eyes stayed there.

 

            Near a roadside ditch filled with muddy rainwater, four or five poor children were playing wildly. Their clothes were dirty. One boy wore half a shirt without buttons. A little girl’s slippers were broken. Another child had mud spread across his face like careless paint.

 

            But they were laughing.  Not smiling politely.  Not posing happiness for photographs.  Not performing joy for social media.  They were laughing from somewhere deep and untouched.

 

            One boy jumped into the muddy water with such celebration that droplets splashed over everyone. Another chased a floating plastic bottle as if it were a precious toy boat. The little girl clapped loudly whenever thunder echoed in the distance.

 

            For a moment, the entire world disappeared behind that scene.

            The muddy water looked filthy.  But the happiness looked pure.

 

            The bus passengers barely noticed them.  Some looked with pity.  Some with disgust.  Most did not look at all.

 

            A man sitting behind me muttered, “Poor kids… no proper place even to play.”

 

            I wanted to agree with him.  Yet something inside me hesitated.  Because the children themselves did not look poor.  Their stomachs perhaps were empty.  Their houses perhaps leaked during rain.

Their futures perhaps frightened destiny itself.  But in that moment, they possessed something many rich people spend entire lives searching for.  Unmanufactured joy.

 

            The bus moved slowly ahead, but my eyes remained fixed on them until the scene disappeared. 

And strangely, after it vanished, the silence inside me became louder.

 

            I leaned back against the seat and remembered an advertisement I had seen recently.  A luxury resort somewhere in the mountains.  It promised “complete happiness packages.”  Infinity pools. Rain dance areas. Artificial waterfalls. Nature therapy. Digital detox camps. Happiness retreats.  Families paid enormous amounts of money there just to laugh together for two days. 

 

            Meanwhile, beside a dirty roadside ditch, barefoot children had discovered the same joy for free. 

Or perhaps an even truer version of it.  Maybe civilisation has not improved happiness.  Maybe it has simply commercialised it.

 

            I kept thinking about this while the bus crossed another village.

 

            Human beings today know how to buy entertainment, but they are slowly forgetting how to experience joy.  There is a difference.  Entertainment distracts the mind.  Joy awakens it.  One is consumed.  The other is lived.

 

            The richest industries in the modern world are built upon lonely people. They sell vacations to the exhausted, motivational seminars to the hopeless, meditation apps to the anxious, and expensive cafés to friends who no longer know how to talk without phones between them.

 

            The world earns billions from emotional emptiness.  Perhaps that is why simplicity has become dangerous.  A child playing in rain threatens entire industries.  Because a person who can find happiness in puddles will never become a loyal customer of artificial paradise.

 

            The boy beside me on the bus tapped repeatedly on his tablet screen. Racing cars moved rapidly there. Bright colours flashed. Digital coins exploded.  But his face remained expressionless.  Outside, those muddy children had nothing.  Yet their eyes shone brighter than the tablet.

 

            At what point does comfort steal natural joy from human beings?

 

            The question settled quietly inside me.

 

            Maybe the theft begins slowly.

 

First, we stop walking barefoot.

Then we stop touching rainwater.

Then we stop sitting silently under trees.

Then we stop watching sunsets because we are busy photographing them.

 

            And one day we realise we have protected ourselves from life so carefully that we no longer know how to feel alive.

 

            The bus stopped briefly near a roadside tea stall.

 

            Passengers climbed down lazily. Steam rose from kettles. Wet soil released that beautiful fragrance which arrives only after rain…the fragrance no perfume company has ever successfully captured.

            I remained seated near the window.

 

            Across the road, another group of children were now floating paper boats in flowing rainwater. Their boats were badly folded. Most sank within seconds. But every sinking boat produced fresh laughter.

 

            Failure did not embarrass them yet.  Children are perhaps the last philosophers left on earth. 

They cry honestly.  Laugh completely.  Forgive quickly.  And forget status naturally.

 

            Adults teach them sophistication.  Then life spends decades trying to heal them from it.

 

            A memory suddenly returned to me from my own childhood.

 

            During monsoon days, we too waited impatiently for rain. We played in muddy streets until our mothers shouted angrily from rooftops. We floated leaves like ships. We returned home soaked, shivering, and unbelievably happy.

 

            Back then, happiness had no entry fee.  No luxury package.  No Wi-Fi password.  No imported coffee.

 

            Just rain.  Simple rain.

 

            I wondered when exactly we had become so difficult to please.

 

            Perhaps modern life has overloaded human desires. Earlier generations wanted food, shelter, companionship, and dignity. Today people also want validation, online attention, upgraded lifestyles, perfect photographs, social superiority, and endless stimulation.

 

            The human heart was designed to carry emotions.  Not competition.

 

            The bus horn interrupted my thoughts.

 

            Passengers returned with tea cups and snacks. The mother beside me handed her son an expensive packet of imported chips.  He ate quietly while staring outside.

 

            Then something unexpected happened.

 

            The bus began moving again, and as it crossed the muddy roadside area, the child suddenly pressed his face eagerly against the window.

 

            “Mamma,” he whispered softly, “can I also play there once?”

 

            His mother almost looked offended.

 

            “There? In dirty water?” she replied. “No. Good children don’t play like that.”

 

            The boy became silent again.  But his eyes followed the children until they disappeared behind the rain.

 

            I do not know why that moment disturbed me deeply.  Maybe because childhood understands freedom before society teaches fear.  We train children for safety so thoroughly that sometimes we accidentally train wonder out of them too.  Of course cleanliness matters. Education matters. Better living conditions matter.  Poverty should never be romanticised.  Those children deserved proper homes, schools, healthcare, and safe playgrounds.  But even while improving human lives, perhaps we must be careful not to destroy humanity itself.  Because comfort without connection becomes emptiness.  And luxury without simplicity becomes exhaustion.

 

            The rain started again lightly.  Droplets struck the bus window gently, racing each other downward like tiny transparent travellers. 

 

            Outside, fields glistened. Electric poles stood silently beside roads like patient witnesses of human drama.

 

            I noticed something strange then.

 

            Poor people often look at the sky more.  Maybe because they still depend upon nature directly. Rain affects their work, crops, roofs, and daily survival.

 

            Rich people mostly look at screens.  Weather reaches them through notifications.  Perhaps that is why many modern people feel disconnected from existence itself. They experience life second-hand. 

Even sunsets now arrive through wallpapers.

 

            The bus entered a crowded town area. Shops flashed colourful boards. Loud music played from somewhere. Traffic screamed impatiently.

 

             Yet my mind remained behind with those children.  Their laughter had exposed something uncomfortable.  Human beings are not unhappy merely because they lack comfort.  Sometimes they are unhappy because they have lost contact with ordinary life.   A man can sleep on a five-star hotel mattress and still remain restless.  Another can sleep beneath a leaking roof and wake up grateful for morning sunlight.  The difference is rarely furniture.  It is relationship with existence.

 

            I remembered a line I once heard somewhere: “People who have forgotten how to enjoy small moments are often forced to purchase big ones.”

 

            Perhaps wisdom is not learning how to become happier.  Perhaps wisdom is remembering what happiness looked like before the world complicated it.

 

            The bus crossed a bridge where rainwater flowed fiercely below.  For a brief moment, I imagined the muddy children years later.  Would life harden them too?  Would they also become tired adults carrying invisible burdens?  Would they also begin measuring happiness through salary, status, and possessions?  Or would they preserve something rare inside themselves - the ability to laugh freely beside imperfect things?

 

            I do not know.

 

            Life changes everyone.

 

            But some people somehow protect a small untouched corner within themselves. A corner where rain still feels magical. Where tea during storms still feels rich. Where human company matters more than luxury.  Perhaps those people are the truly wealthy ones.

 

            The evening slowly approached. Villages faded behind the growing darkness. Lights appeared in distant homes like scattered thoughts across the earth.

 

            Inside the bus, most passengers had become quiet.

 

            The child beside me had fallen asleep holding his tablet loosely against his chest.

 

            But outside, somewhere beyond the wet roads and muddy fields, I knew children were still probably laughing under the rain.

 

            And strangely, that thought gave me hope.

 

            Because as long as humanity can still find joy in simple things, the world is not completely lost yet.