Chapter 15 - A Boy Waving

 

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            The bus had slowed near a small village where the road narrowed between mud houses, buffaloes, and uneven electric poles leaning slightly as if tired from standing too long.

 

            Afternoon sunlight rested lazily upon the village. Women washed utensils near hand pumps. A barber sat beneath a neem tree waiting for customers. Somewhere a radio played an old song drowned occasionally by tractor noise.

 

            And then I saw him.  A small village boy.  Barefoot.  Thin.  Hair untidy from wind and dust.

Standing near the roadside with the excitement of someone waiting for a festival.

 

            The moment the bus approached, his face lit up.  Not because he knew anyone inside.  Not because someone promised him anything.  Simply because the bus existed.  And before the bus could even cross him, the child began waving both hands wildly toward the windows.  With complete sincerity.  With complete joy.  With complete faith that somebody inside would wave back.

 

            Some passengers ignored him.  Some remained busy on their phones.  A few smiled faintly.  One old man near the front window lifted his hand slowly and waved back.

 

            The boy’s happiness doubled immediately.  Children do not need expensive reasons to become happy.  A returned smile is enough.  A small acknowledgment becomes a celebration.

 

            The bus moved ahead, but the boy kept waving until dust covered him completely.  And strangely, something inside me became silent after seeing him.  Because suddenly I was no longer sitting inside that bus as an old retired soldier and writer.

 

            I had returned to childhood.

 

            There are certain scenes in life that do not merely remind us of memories.  They unlock forgotten rooms inside the heart.  That waving child opened one such room within me.

 

            When I was a small boy, our army quarters stood near a traffic road because my father was also in the army.  Army quarters have a different atmosphere altogether.  Discipline walks even in silence there.  Morning whistles.  Boot sounds.  Uniforms drying in sunlight.  Children playing among bicycles and military trucks.  And behind our quarters ran a busy road where buses passed daily.

 

            I used to sit near the window with iron bars and wait.  Not for relatives.  Not for gifts.  Not for anything specific.  Just for buses. 

 

            Children are strange observers of movement.  A passing bus feels like the entire world travelling somewhere mysterious.  Whenever a bus approached, I would immediately become alert. My small hands would grip the window bars, and as the vehicle passed, I would wave enthusiastically toward complete strangers.

 

            Most people never noticed.  Some passengers looked elsewhere. But there was one bus driver…Even today I remember him though decades have passed.  Every day, almost at the same time, his bus passed our quarters.  And every day, without fail, when I waved toward him from behind those iron bars, he waved back.

 

            Always.

 

            Sometimes with one hand.  Sometimes with two fingers lifted briefly from the steering wheel.

Sometimes with a smiling nod.  But he never ignored me.  Perhaps for him it was a tiny routine lasting only seconds.  But for me, it became an important part of childhood.

 

            I waited for that bus the way some people wait for letters.  Children remember small kindnesses longer than adults remember big favours.

 

            That driver probably never knew he was teaching a child something beautiful about humanity.  That strangers can acknowledge strangers.  That distance can still contain warmth.  That the world is not entirely cold.  And perhaps this is how goodness quietly survives across generations…through ordinary people performing ordinary kindnesses without realizing their importance.

 

            The bus hit a pothole suddenly and brought me back to the present. Outside, fields had begun appearing again beyond the village.

 

            But my mind remained with that child by the roadside.  Why do children wave at strangers so naturally?  Because children still believe the world may smile back.  Adults stop believing that.

 

            That is one of the saddest transformations of growing older.  As children, we expect kindness naturally.  We smile openly.  Trust easily.  Forgive quickly.  Wave fearlessly.

 

            Then life teaches caution.  Someone ignores us.  Someone mocks us.  Someone betrays us.  Someone disappoints us.  Slowly the hand that once waved freely learns hesitation.  Adults walk through crowds protecting themselves from rejection.  Children walk through crowds searching for connection. 

Perhaps innocence is nothing more than the courage to expect goodness from unknown people.

 

            The village road curved slightly. A group of schoolchildren crossed carrying bags larger than their shoulders. Some laughed loudly without reason.  Only children know how to celebrate existence without achievement.  Adults require occasions for happiness.  Children require only moments…a puddle,  a kite, a bus horn or a waving stranger.

 

            Sometimes I feel childhood is not an age.  It is a way of seeing the world.  And most people lose it long before wrinkles arrive.

 

            The old man who waved back at the roadside child had returned to his newspaper already. Perhaps he himself did not realize what he had done.  But somewhere behind us, a little boy was probably still smiling because one stranger noticed him.   

 

            Never underestimate small responses.  Many lonely hearts survive entirely upon tiny acknowledgments.  A message replied on time.  A remembered name.  A hand raised in greeting.  A seat offered respectfully.

 

            Human beings are emotional deserts pretending to be cities.  A little kindness becomes rain there.

 

            The bus entered a stretch lined with eucalyptus trees. Sunlight flickered rapidly across passengers’ faces like passing memories.

 

            I kept thinking about that driver from my childhood.

 

            What kind of man was he?  Was he happy?  Was he tired?  Did he have children of his own?

Did he know some small boy waited daily behind iron bars for his passing wave?

 

            Life is mysterious in this manner.  We become important in unknown stories without ever hearing them.  Perhaps somewhere you once smiled at a stranger who was secretly fighting despair.  Perhaps your one respectful sentence restored someone’s confidence.  Perhaps one teacher’s encouragement created an entire future.  We rarely discover the full consequences of our small goodness.  That is why kindness should never depend upon visible results.  The finest human actions are often completed anonymously.

 

            I remembered something from army life again.

 

            During service years, we travelled endlessly through different states, villages, highways, railway stations, and border areas. Soldiers understand movement better than settlement.

 

            And one thing I noticed everywhere was this:  Children near roads almost always wave at military convoys.

 

            Tiny hands rise instantly.  Faces brighten instantly.  Perhaps uniforms represent adventure to them. Or safety. Or merely something unusual in ordinary days.  And soldiers almost always wave back.  No matter how tired they are.  No matter how difficult the posting. Because somewhere inside every soldier survives the memory of his own childhood.

 

            A child’s wave carries no politics.  No suspicion.  No selfishness.  It is pure human contact.  Adults complicate everything.  We calculate before smiling.  Analyze before trusting.  Doubt before responding.

 

            Children simply reach outward naturally.  Maybe wisdom is not becoming smarter than childhood.  Maybe wisdom is returning to its simplicity after understanding the world fully.

 

            Outside, I saw another child now sitting upon a buffalo, watching the bus pass with wide curious eyes.  Villages still preserve certain human qualities cities are rapidly losing.  In villages, strangers are still noticed.  In cities, people avoid eye contact even inside elevators.  Modern life has increased communication but reduced acknowledgment.

 

            Thousands of followers.  Hundreds of contacts.  But fewer genuine human moments.  People speak continuously yet rarely connect.  Perhaps that is why a simple roadside wave suddenly feels emotional now.  Because sincerity has become rare.

 

            The bus conductor shouted impatiently at a passenger trying to get down before the stop. Nearby, two young men remained lost in mobile screens. Nobody else seemed affected by the waving child anymore.

 

            But writers are unfortunate people.  Ordinary scenes refuse to remain ordinary for them.  Everything becomes thought.  Everything becomes memory.  Everything becomes philosophy.

 

            I looked outside again.  The village had disappeared behind us now.  Only dust floated briefly in sunlight where the road curved away. 

 

            And I wondered:  At what age do people stop waving first?  At what moment does the heart decide that strangers probably will not respond?  Maybe adulthood begins there.  Not with earning money.  Not with responsibilities.  But with reduced expectations from humanity.

 

            Children expect smiles naturally.

 

            Adults prepare for indifference.

 

            Still, despite everything, certain people continue waving throughout life in invisible ways.  Some continue trusting after betrayal.  Some continue helping after disappointment.  Some continue loving after heartbreak.  These people keep humanity alive. 

 

            The world survives not because cruelty is absent.  It survives because kindness refuses to disappear completely.

 

            That old bus driver from my childhood probably never imagined that decades later, an old retired soldier travelling through some villages would still remember his small gesture.

 

            But memory works differently from logic.  The heart archives warmth carefully.  We forget exact dates.  Forget marksheets.  Forget arguments.  But we remember who made us feel seen.  That is why human beings hunger more for acknowledgment than admiration.A person can survive without praise for years.  But complete emotional invisibility slowly breaks the soul.

 

            Perhaps the child waving at the bus was not merely greeting passengers. 

 

            Perhaps, unknowingly, he was asking an ancient human question:  “Do you see me?”

 

            And every person who waved back answered quietly:  “Yes. For this moment, I do.”

 

            The evening sun had begun softening now. Long shadows stretched across fields like tired thoughts returning home.

 

            The bus moved steadily onward.  Inside, passengers remained occupied in their own worlds.

 

            Outside, villages continued appearing and disappearing beside the road.

 

            And somewhere behind us, a small child probably still stood near the roadside believing strangers may smile back at him.

 

            May life never fully destroy that faith.

 

            Because the day humanity stops waving back at innocence, the roads may remain, the buses may continue, the cities may expand, but something essential inside civilization will quietly die.