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The canal appeared suddenly beside
the highway like a sentence that had been waiting quietly in the middle of a
crowded page. Our bus slowed near the bridge because a tractor ahead had sunk
one wheel into the muddy shoulder. People inside the bus leaned impatiently
toward the windows, measuring delay in minutes. But outside, time seemed to
have abandoned its usual habit of running.
The water moved slowly beneath the
fading evening sky. Not restless, not asleep… just moving with the confidence
of something that knows where it belongs.
Near the embankment, under the shade
of a leaning eucalyptus tree, sat two young lovers.
They were not speaking.
The boy tossed tiny stones into the
canal one after another, watching circles dissolve into the current. The girl
sat beside him with her dupatta gathered around her arms, her eyes fixed
somewhere far beyond the water. Between them there was no dramatic closeness,
no theatrical laughter, no desperate promises. Their shoulders did not even
touch.
And yet, from the bus window, they
looked closer than most married couples I had seen in cities.
I kept staring at them as the
conductor shouted at the tractor driver. The passengers around me complained
about wasted time, but my attention remained trapped near that canal bank where
silence itself seemed to have taken human form.
Perhaps true love talks less because
the world already talks too much.
Modern love often arrives loudly. It
flashes through phone screens, dances in filtered photographs, hides inside
captions written more for strangers than for each other. But the deepest
emotions I have witnessed in life were almost always silent.
A father sitting outside an
operation theatre. A mother touching the
forehead of her sleeping child. An old
man waiting every evening near the same gate for a wife who no longer
remembered his name. And now these two
young souls beside canal water.
Silence has a language that noise
can never learn.
The bus remained halted. Some
passengers stepped outside for fresh air. I stayed near the window because
something about those two reminded me of another night buried deep inside my
memory,,,a night I rarely revisit completely because some memories feel too
sacred to expose fully to daylight.
Years ago, before life became
occupied with responsibilities, uniforms, distances, and unfinished dreams,
there was someone whose presence could turn ordinary evenings into festivals
inside my chest.
In my village stood two old trees
whose roots had risen above the soil like veins on the hands of time itself. I
often sat there during evenings, pretending to watch the empty street while
secretly waiting for one particular shadow to appear.
The lane before her house was narrow
and usually quiet except for the occasional bicycle or barking dog. One
evening, as the wind dragged dust softly across the road, she appeared. She walked past without stopping. Then she slowed. Then she looked back.
Some glances do not merely look at
you…they pull hidden truths out from places you yourself had forgotten.
Before courage could abandon me, I
slipped a small folded paper into her hand while crossing paths beside the
lane.
“I’ll see you at midnight.”
That single sentence turned the
entire night into an endless mountain.
The hours refused to move. Every
sound became louder than usual…the ticking clock, distant barking dogs, even my
own heartbeat. Anticipation is perhaps the purest form of madness known to
human beings. It convinces us that a few coming moments are more important than
all the years already lived.
Near midnight, I climbed quietly
down into the sleeping street. The village lay wrapped in darkness. Houses
stood like tired guardians. Somewhere far away, a tube well engine coughed once
and fell silent.
Then her door opened slowly. She stepped out barefoot into the night. No dramatic words were exchanged. None were
needed.
We walked toward the river through
thorny paths familiar to villagers but frightening after dark. Strange thing…the
same thorns that usually caught our clothes seemed gentle that night, as if
even nature sometimes respects certain moments.
I remember placing my slippers
before her feet because the ground was uneven with hidden stones. Such gestures
appear small while happening, but years later they become entire chapters
inside memory.
The dry riverbed welcomed us with
cool sand beneath the sky. There was no moon. Only darkness and stars.
We sat there quietly for long
stretches, speaking in whispers whenever words became necessary. My shirt
became her pillow. Her laughter arrived softly like ripples disturbing still
water. At times we simply listened…to wind passing through reeds, to distant
dogs barking across fields, to our own uncertain futures breathing beside us.
The world outside that riverbank
still contained poverty, fear, social boundaries, responsibilities, and
countless invisible walls. But for those few hours, none of them reached us.
Love does not always try to conquer
the world. Sometimes it simply tries to
borrow a few peaceful moments from it.
As the night deepened, coldness
slowly entered the sand. She shivered slightly, and instinctively I wrapped my
arms around her. Not with hunger. Not with possession. Just with that ancient
human desire to protect warmth from disappearing into darkness.
There are embraces that awaken
desire. And there are embraces that
awaken tenderness. People often confuse
the two.
The bus horn suddenly dragged me
back to the present. The tractor had finally moved. Passengers hurried back
inside with irritation still hanging on their faces. But I looked once more
toward the canal.
The young couple remained seated
exactly as before. Silent. Still.
Almost motionless.
Perhaps they too were creating one
of those invisible memories that would survive decades later when faces faded,
when roads changed, when life separated directions, when responsibilities
buried old versions of themselves beneath newer identities.
The bus began rolling again, but my
eyes followed them until distance swallowed their outlines. I wondered what future awaited them. Maybe their families would agree happily. Maybe society would interfere. Maybe time would separate them. Maybe they themselves would change.
Life has strange ways of editing
human stories. Some people we once believed impossible to live without
eventually become names we avoid speaking aloud. Others remain inside us
forever despite never truly belonging to us.
But perhaps the destiny of love is
not always permanence. Sometimes its
purpose is simply transformation. Some
people enter our lives not to stay, but to quietly rearrange the furniture of
our soul before leaving.
Outside the window, evening descended
across the fields. Farmers walked home with tools resting on their shoulders.
Smoke rose from distant houses where dinners were being prepared. Children
chased each other beside dirt roads. Somewhere a temple loudspeaker carried an
old prayer through the fading light.
Life continued everywhere with its
ordinary rhythm. And yet I kept thinking
about silence.
Human beings fear silence because
silence removes distraction. In silence we finally hear truths we spend entire
lifetimes trying to avoid. That is why crowded cities never truly sleep. That
is why people keep televisions running in empty rooms. That is why phones glow
endlessly in dark hands.
Noise protects us from ourselves. But
lovers sitting beside canals know something the world has forgotten. Silence is not emptiness. Silence is presence without performance.
When two people can sit together
without forcing conversation, they have crossed a bridge many relationships
never reach. Words are useful in beginnings because strangers need language to
build roads toward each other. But once hearts truly recognize one another,
silence itself becomes conversation.
The strongest relationships are not
those filled with endless talking. They
are the ones where pauses do not feel uncomfortable.
I remembered elderly couples I had
seen during train journeys. They rarely spoke. One would simply hand water to
the other without asking. One adjusted the shawl slipping from the other’s
shoulder. Their companionship had matured beyond explanation.
Perhaps love, if it survives long
enough, eventually becomes quiet. Like
rivers after floods. Like prayers after
tears. Like sunsets after storms.
The canal disappeared behind us, but
the image stayed. Two young lovers
beside moving water. No promises
visible. No declarations audible. Only silence sitting faithfully between them
like a third companion. And somewhere
deep inside me, an old forgotten night beside a river stirred again…not
painfully, not regretfully, but gently, like an old song heard from very far
away.
Some memories never leave us
completely.
They simply sit quietly near the
corners of the heart, like lovers beside canal water, speaking very little.
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