The
school did not announce its ending.
There
was no bell for it, no assembly, no speech reminding anyone that some doors,
once closed, do not reopen. It ended quietly…the way certain places do…by
remaining exactly the same while the people inside were forced to change.
The
building stood as it always had. Pale walls softened by years of sun. Windows
holding dust like memory. Corridors echoing with footsteps that never asked
where they were going next. The neem tree near the boundary wall shed its
leaves without drama. The playground lines faded slowly, as if even chalk
understood that nothing stayed forever.
For
ten years, the school had been a complete world.
Now
it revealed its true shape…finite, contained, ending at Class Tenth.
Kamal
learned this not through announcement, but through absence.
***
The
notice appeared near the staff room one ordinary morning. A single sheet of
paper, curling slightly at the edges, as if unsure of its authority.
Admissions
for Classes Eleventh and Twelfth are not available.
Nothing
more.
Students
gathered around it briefly, then dispersed. Some laughed. Some shrugged. A few
looked thoughtful for a moment before returning to their conversations. The
future arrived unevenly…important to some, irrelevant to others.
Kamal
did not move closer.
He
already knew what the notice meant.
He
had always known, somewhere quietly inside, that this school would not carry
him beyond a certain point. What he had not known was how much it would cost
him.
In
the classroom, lessons continued as usual. The teacher spoke about
examinations, certificates, procedures. Her voice was careful, as if she too
sensed that words could bruise.
“After
this year,” she said, pausing slightly, “you will move on.”
Move
on to where, she did not say.
Kamal
stared at his desk, tracing an old scratch with his fingertip. Initials carved
by someone long gone. A reminder that people left, even if desks remained.
Across
the room, Monica sat near the window.
She
understood immediately.
Monica
did not react outwardly.
She
had learned long ago that reactions invited questions, and questions demanded
answers she was rarely prepared to give. So she let the knowledge settle
quietly inside her, heavy and undeniable.
So
this was how it would happen.
Not
through confession. Not through
argument. Not even through choice.
Just
time, stepping in without permission.
She
watched Kamal from the corner of her eye. Not directly. Never urgently. Just
enough to notice what had changed. He looked at familiar things longer than
usual. The clock. The blackboard. The corridor outside the door.
He
was memorizing.
That
hurt more than the notice itself.
***
They
did not speak about it on the road.
They
walked side by side as they always had, bicycles rolling beside them, dust
rising gently around their feet. The road curved ahead, familiar and
unbothered, lined with trees that had watched their silence grow over the
years.
Everything
looked unchanged.
That
was the betrayal.
The
corner shop still displayed sweets in glass jars. The stray dog slept beneath
the bench. Children played nearby, shouting with careless certainty.
Kamal
wanted to speak.
He
wanted to say he was leaving. He wanted
to say he did not know how to place her in the life ahead. He wanted to ask questions that frightened
him.
Instead,
he said, “Tomorrow there’s the science test.”
Monica
nodded. “Yes.”
Tomorrow.
They
had lived inside that word for years, stretching it thin, pretending it was
endless.
She
sensed his restraint and matched it…not because she lacked courage, but because
she understood timing. Some truths needed silence more than bravery.
***
At
home, Kamal’s father read the newspaper with practiced seriousness.
“You’ll
apply elsewhere,” he said. “Better facilities. Better exposure.”
Kamal
nodded.
His
mother stirred the pot slowly. “Change is good,” she added. “You’ll make new
friends.”
Good.
The
word landed without weight.
No
one asked how he felt. Perhaps they believed emotions adjusted automatically,
like uniforms altered by tailors who never asked whether the cloth remembered
its previous shape.
That
night, Kamal lay awake listening to sounds he had never noticed before…the
uneven rhythm of the ceiling fan, the distant bark of a dog, the soft creak of
a door when the wind passed through.
This
house would remain.
The
school would not.
And
Monica would no longer be part of his days.
The
thought pressed into him quietly, firmly.
***
Monica
sat by her window that night, watching the road dissolve into darkness.
She
did not cry.
She
told herself this was not an ending, only an interruption. That love, once
formed, did not disappear simply because geography intervened.
But
imagination betrayed her.
She
saw him in unfamiliar corridors, sitting beside strangers, laughing at jokes
she would never hear.
Her
chest tightened…not enough to break, just enough to ache.
***
The
days that followed were painfully ordinary.
Classes
continued. Homework was assigned. Teachers scolded students as if the future
were evenly distributed. The bell rang with its usual authority.
Endings
disguised themselves as routine.
During
a free period, Kamal and Monica sat on the back bench, sharing a notebook
filled with careless sketches.
“Remember,”
Kamal said, pointing at a drawing of the playground, “when we thought this
place was endless?”
Monica
smiled faintly. “I thought everything important would happen here.”
“Did
it?”
She
looked at him then, steady and unafraid.
“Yes.”
They
did not promise letters. They did not
speak of visits.
Those
belonged to people who believed distance could be managed.
They
believed only in truth.
***
The
final day arrived without ceremony.
No
assembly. No farewell. Kamal’s name was not separated from the rest.
At
the last bell, students rushed out, celebrating freedom. For Kamal, it felt
like exile disguised as relief.
Monica
waited near the gate.
“So
this is it,” she said.
He
nodded. “I thought it would feel heavier.”
“It
will,” she replied. “Later.”
They
stood facing each other, the road stretching behind them in both directions.
“I’ll
remember,” he said.
She
nodded. “That’s enough.”
They
did not hug.
They
did not cry.
Some
goodbyes refuse spectacle.
Kamal
turned and walked away.
Months
ago, Kamal had lent Monica a film magazine.
It
was an ordinary thing. A thin bundle of glossy pages passed across a desk
during a free period, done casually, without ceremony.
“You
can keep it,” he had said. “I’ve already read it.”
She
had nodded, careful with it from the very beginning. She liked reading
interviews slowly, returning to lines she felt were honest. Sometimes she
paused over photographs longer than necessary, studying expressions rather than
faces.
After
that day, the magazine became part of her routine. It slipped into her bag,
rested beside her books, traveled the same road she did.
Kamal
forgot about it.
Monica
did not.
On
the last day, just as Kamal reached the road outside the gate, he heard
footsteps behind him.
“Kamal…wait.”
He
turned.
Monica
was walking quickly, almost running, her bag slipping off her shoulder. She
stopped in front of him, slightly breathless, and held out the magazine.
“You
forgot this,” she said.
He
took it without thinking. “You could’ve kept it.”
She
shook her head gently. “No. It was always yours.”
There
was something in her voice…final, but not heavy.
Before
he could say anything more, she stepped back.
“I
should go,” she added.
And
then she turned away.
Kamal
stood there for a moment, watching her walk back toward the gate. He did not
open the magazine immediately. It felt wrong to do it there, in the open, as if
the pages deserved privacy.
Later
that evening, alone in his room, he picked it up again.
The
cover was slightly bent at the edges. The pages smelled faintly of dust and
familiarity.
He
opened it.
And
then he stopped.
On
the top right corner of the first page, written neatly in small letters, was
Monica.
On
the top left corner, just as quietly written, was Kamal.
He
turned the page.
Again…Monica
on the right. Kamal on the left.
Page
after page.
Not
hurried.
Not
careless.
As
if she had wanted to make sure they appeared together, even on paper.
His
chest tightened.
She
had not underlined sentences.
She
had not marked photographs.
She
had only written their names…side by side, again and again…without knowing when
he would notice, or if he ever would.
Kamal
closed the magazine slowly.
For
the first time since leaving the school, something inside him gave way.
Not
loudly.
Not
completely.
Just
enough to understand that some people leave behind proof—not of love declared,
but of love preserved.
***
They
had both finished the same class. But
Kamal left immediately…carried forward by decisions already made for him. Monica remained behind, not because her
journey was different, but because it had not yet been decided. Delay, she would learn, could make absence
feel heavier than departure.
The
road noticed first.
It
had grown used to two shadows moving together. Now there was only one.
Monica
stood for a long moment after he disappeared, pretending to search inside her
bag, waiting for something dramatic that never came.
The
world did not stop.
She
turned back toward the school gate.
The
building stood unchanged.
For
the first time, she understood that places outlive people—but not memories.
***
That
night, Kamal packed his books into a new bag. Different covers. Different
labels. Same handwriting.
Elsewhere,
Monica lay awake listening to the road breathe.
Neither
knew what shape the future would take.
They
only knew this:
Somewhere
between a school that ended at Class Tenth and a road that remembered their
steps, something real had begun.
It
was interrupted.
Not
ended.
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